Friday, May 16, 2008

Monday is far away.

I'm still feeling awful (read: nauseated in spite of zofran), so much so that I'm more than overwhelmed with all the things I have to keep up with. Seems like a positive sign, but I've also been having spotting for 3 days now. I had some spotting with Dorothy, but it was spread out and sporadic. This spotting seems to be getting more regular, and I have to wait until my next ultrasound on Monday to know whether the baby has a heartbeat or not. I have class from 9-5:50 tomorrow and I'm dreading the fact that I might start miscarrying in the middle of it. After everything we've been through in the last few months, I am far from optimistic about this pregnancy. I don't know if the spotting could be from the cyst bursting, or if it is just normal pregnancy stuff. Unfortunately, I am having a bit of cramping now. If I had a backbone, I would ask for a few more days off to relax and see if it helped. But I keep going trying to keep my patience up when I don't have any. All I want to know at this point is whether or not the baby is ok and then go from there. 3 days is an eternity when you're waiting for an answer....

3 comments:

Diane said...

I don't usually comment, because I don't want to seem like I'm getting your hopes up and then be wrong, BUT - today is the day! I'm putting my two cents in! I've got my money on the spotting is from the cyst. I had the same thing (not nearly as bad) and that's what the spotting was from. My fingers and toes are still going to be crossed, but I think on Monday you are going to get good news!

my4kids said...

I'm praying for you and your baby. I bet the spotting is from the cyst though. I've had cysts rupture before and had spotting from it also....waiting for Monday for good news!

purple_kangaroo said...

Hugs. All that waiting is so hard. I had spotting multiple times with all my pregnancies.