Monday, January 07, 2008


That's pretty much what I'm doing right now. I'm too busy to really process losing the baby, which is good in some ways, but it will come back to bite me soon, I'm sure... like when AF comes. I'm just feeling hopeless about being able to carry another baby.

In the meantime, I am starting classes today. Writing 121 online and Math 65 (algebra 2) Tues/Thurs nights for 5 weeks. I might take Math 95 the second half of the term on the same nights if it works out to find a babysitter for Dorothy when David is out of town.


Tonya said...


my4kids said...

I'm sorry Becci. I know staying busy isn't going to fix it but it keeps you going. Are you taking classes for working towards the nursing degree? My sister graduates this summer, it's been a long road so she is excited about it.


Melissa said...

I know I haven't commented on here in a while, but I just wanted to let you know how sorry I am for your loss and that you and your family are in my thoughts.
Big ((HUGS))

purple_kangaroo said...

Hugs, I'm glad you're surviving, if only that. I really enjoyed spending time with you at the New Year, and posted a couple of pics on my blog.

Kristy said...

ugh i hated WR 121!!! i hope it goes well for you!
while i was reading your blog at 4am (i couldn't sleep...ugh!) anyways, i had some wonderful & hopefully comforting words for you.....but being now that its 9am and i am so beyond tired i can't remember what i wanted to say! ahhhh!!!

i am sorry for your loss....just remember that God does have a plan regardless if you don't feel like he does. He will provide you the strength. my prayers are with you!